missing u a lot my alter ego

missing u a lot ms.mohua dutta. Wel this post is a total dedication to u..i don't know,how big or how small its gonna b, but surely it aims at encompassing the gud and bad times we've had in three years at clg..the win-win situation that we always had with each other. however, the two of us ogether were the priority and not just one of us. If teachers had to enquire about me, they used to ask u..and about u, they asked me.n when both of us were at clg, dare we attend any class properly.our unending talks would supersede the lecturer's class..I even wish to remind u of the classes we bunked in 1st year, to the 8.30 am lectures we rarely attended in the IInd and IIIrd year.. Then, how coincidentally, we always started from our places for clg around the same tym..and reachd clg around the same tym 2..And about the farewell party, where aunty and ritesh started crying , but we 2 idiots maintained our cool, and how u were the topic of discussions amongst the common frnds that we have.. Well, now if i write more, wl surely cry...So, i would not say a bye to you girl, but, surely a 'Take Care' and a 'Thank You' for being there with me.

Straight from heart, For My Mentor

A person worth "a trillion dollars" and even more,
Who never allows problems to remain for long at the fore,
He inspires me, I idolise him, he was a bit hesitant,
But i instilled in him the confidence to be my mentor.

"What you are & Why you are"- are things that matter to him,
"Who I am and who you are"-though don't disturb him.
He says he transforms "from one role to another",
Sometimes his "engine", Sometimes his "machine", Change him as a runner.

He feels sometimes "like a runner",
Sometimes like a "pacer of life".
Wishes "to live each and every second of life",
May it be "happiness unending" or may come "death" and strife.

Quite often feels "like an old grown up",
"Waiting for the final day of judgement".
But, I know not why he says he will be driven to "hell",
Yet, he has much more to inspire you and to tell.

"Stable are the transformations" he adds,
Important to him, staying there forever.
True, not wrong, as leaving footprints in time's sands,
Neither will he, nor let others, shiver.

Passion, love, life- he discusses them all,
As they have in his life a pioneering role.
Speed, motion, courage- too top his dictionary,
He's instilled with them in full, not fractionary.

Life, "Struggle and challenges", are what he strives for.
Faith instilled in him once, is because of him as an individual for sure.
Summing him up, still so impossible, a lot more needs to be jotted down.
And mind you he's a beautiful person at heart,
A caring merry individual at heart, not a clown, nor does he frown.

YAADEIN

Dil ke ek kone mei chhupe hain kuchh raaz,
Aaj unhe sunne-sunane ka karte hain aagaaz.
Har tamanna ho poori dil ki, yahi hai aas,
Na ghabraye ham, na dagmagaye hum, rahe kayam hamara vishwas.

Dagmagati rahon mein koi aisa de hamara saath,
Chahe aaye mushkil, na chhode wo hamara haath.
Na ho kabhi kuchh bura, na ho koi ghaath,
Har jeet ho hamari, haar ko hum de jaaye maat.

Zindagi ki raahon mein, aayein jaisi bhi mushkilein,
Jeetein hum, unse ubhre hum, sadaa na rahe ye atkalein.
Nibhaye hum, kabhi na bhulaye hum, kiye jo humne hain vaade,
Aisi chhaap chhod jaaye hum, hamare jaane ke baad yaad aaye hamari yaadein.

Na rulayein woh yaadein,
Na sataye woh yaadein,
Na hasna kisiko bhulaye woh yaadein,
Woh yaadein ho aisi, har ghadi har kisiko,
Hamare jaane ke baad, yaad aaye hamari yaadein.