A "Sorry" is not always enough

The five letter word,
Makes a difference for sure,
But not,when intentionally done,
And repeated over time with no cure.

Its not always,
That you have to win,
Its not always,
That I have committed a sin.

Its not that I should be patient always,
Its not that I should always be hurt,
But you should learn to mend your ways,
Or else in our friendship it will scatter dirt.

Its just that I am feeling bit bad,
And that I now wish to take a stand,
That your words be better now or never,
And that shall decide- We friends-Never or Forever.....

Impromptu (contd.)

The dart game is taking a toll on me,
Sometimes I feel I am strong and upright,
And sometimes as if I am going crazy.

Feeling frenzied and,
I do not know what is it,
But sometimes as if like a tight band on my hand.

Words seeming scattered,
Feelings totally shattered,
And I have been battered.

Its not always you who should win the quarrel,
Not always bcz of you it should be a low-feeling me,
Coz baby its not just about You,
But about You,Me and We.

(No resemblance with anyone and no parallels with reality to be drawn.It is purely a work of fiction)

Impromptu.......

It's a sudden outburst of my emotions,
Or something that I wanted to say,
But, off-late I have realized it big time,
Such decisions need not be taken in haste.
The first step is through,
Yet there is a lot more to go,
My words won't maybe express,
But my eyes would definitely show.
A different feeling altogether,
Is captivating my mind and heart,
And I do not know why I feel as if,
I am being arrowed and I am a dart.
(To be continued.....)

(No resemblance with anyone and no parallels with reality to be drawn.It is purely a work of fiction)


B'day celebrations 17th Sept'2010 (Edition 1& 2)

A chronological entry of the day's events:
1. 11:45 pm 16th Sept,2010...Call from a friend to keep you busy and wish at 00:00am exactly.
2. 11:55am Ms. Mohua Dutta (Best Friend Part - 1) calls...and this is a strictly unavoidable call and one which is not to be delayed..Reminiscent of college times,when we used to keep chittering and chattering...
3. All calls Lined and messages too still late at night..to mention my close friends Vineet Singhal,Onkar,Sagar,Kamini,Harpreet urf Roshni urf Preeto(Best Friend Part-2), Varun urf Bhalla Paapdi,Ritesh......and many more to count....until 1:55 am...
4. Its almost 2am...about to sleep and 2 calls which keep me awake till around 3:15 am...Thanks Kamal and Shubham bhaiya...
5. 8:00 am 17th Sept...and for the first time in soo many days I am up sooo early...Thanx to my dearest masi's early morning wish on my b'day...
6. calls and messages  continuing the entire day....
7. Plans get finalised for the evening at around 1:30pm...
8. All set and out of home at 2:30pm....And meet one of my students on the route..who is now a friend..(Surbhi Chawla)..THanx Surbhi that u met me and posted a status msg regarding the same..Loved it too...
9. Meet Kamini (her name's like this) and Ritesh at Yamuna Bank Metro Station and proceed further for The Great India Place,Noida....
10. Finally meeting all my closest friends there...Something special to mention now,,,::::
#Harpreet - Her plan was likely to get cancelled..coz coming via metro she would have to change it    thrice...But,then she finally drove till Noida and went some 5-10 kms away from GIP to realise she lost her way...but she came...Thanx my love...
#Kamini - She was unwell the entire day prior to meeting..but she came...
#Ritesh - Office bunk karke aaya bhai....
#Varun - Office mein half day....hehehehe....
#Vineet- Until afternoon his plans of coming had been cancelled by him...as he had  back to back classes to attend from 7am -4pm....and then he had a bit of work to complete,but he managed to come on time...
#Sagar - The last one to enter at 6:15pm...but What matters is that he came.....
#Onkar - Missed u...Had u been in Delhi...mazaa aur aata
11. Right from food to games all was fun...the bowling..with me cracking down all pins less 2 in the game
(and I had never played it before),The pool,Air Hockey,Truth & Dare...
12. And then the photo session in the end....THe entire group...
13. Then we all started searching Harpreet's car as the lady had forgotten where she had parked it....And finally after 20 mins of struggle,found it....Eureka....
14. Then on our way back home,bid adieu to each other...
15. Back home around 9pm...with my family and bua and her son(obvio my cousin) there,waiting for me to come and cut the cake...the extra yummy chocolate cake that i loved a lot...Thank Dad and Chachu and Megha Di for getting that...And the cake is cut...
16. Time is around 10:30pm...A friend lands in Delhi from Hyderabad(Manish Bhaiya)..And calls to wish me and says he is probably the last one to wish...but he is not...
Another one working in Mumbai(Tarun Khurana) and yet another one in Bangalore(Atul Garg) call around the same time and in their respective calls add the same line "Probably the last one to wish....."...But its still not the end....
And the last one(Shanky)...in Delhi....Calls at around 11:30pm saying....last night pataa nahi tha..morning i realised...afternoon Did not feel like wishing then..and thought to be the last one to wish...so achieved the target finally....And this was the last wish....

Apart from wishes flooding in on 17th...some others did wish a belated happy b'day on 18th too....
And to all of you....what I can say is Thank you grls & guys...Your wishes truly made my day....

(Edition 3&4 pending as and when I meet Mohua & my school friends and 2 more friends of mine...And then i think...my b'day and b'day parties would finally end...)

It's raining and raining in happiness

It's raining and raining in happiness,
The world seems at my feet,
With everything just blossoming around,
Seems there are no hesitations to keep.
It's a time to spring up,
and let yourself loose,
and surely all f us can,
let loose our dancing shoes.
A ray of positivity is felt all around,
Something that sets me free,not bound,
And every prayer seems to be heard,
And every feeling gets its word.

A realization on a rainy day

It rained all day,
but it still seemed so bright,
Seems as if I have conquered,
All my fears and inner fright.
I was busy searching,
The best for me,
Without having realized,
Its innate in me.
There's something new that I can sense,
Something that I can feel,
That may it be success or failure,
It is actually no big deal.
Failure and success are,
Truly a part of life,
It always in the end gives happiness,
After initial short-lived pain and strife.

So its just to give your best that matters the most......